Food sometimes becomes my enemy. This is extra nasty because I'm one of the lucky few girls in this country that actually was able to enjoy food without diet hangups foisted onto me by stupid people. It goes like this:

I'm hungry. No, starving. Or at least it seems that way. My stomach is growling, I'm tired and cranky. This is apparently signaling low blood sugar. Usually food helps assuage my ill feelings at least a little.

However, NOTHING, absolutely fucking NOTHING looks good to eat. And by "nothing looks good to eat" I mean, "The thought of eating said food makes me feel a bit nauseous." Oh, and everything in the house requires lots of cooking.

So I just eat whatever food is most convenient and least nausea-inducing. However, said food is usually not nearly enough to fill me up, even if I eat huge amounts of it. Anything with meat helps because that stuff just sits in your stomach = full = none or less annoying gnawing feeling.

My appetite in general can rather screwy. Sometimes I feel like I eat and eat and eat and I'm still not satisfied. Other times I eat very little and instantly feel bloated/uncomfortably full.

However, I do sometimes crave chicken wraps. Or a chicken sub. But I have to go out and drive a long distance to get either one (cheaply, anyhow). Or to buy ingredients to make my own. And eating either makes me have that fullness tired feeling. So it's either feeling tired and hungry and nauseous or just tired. Yay. But this is the only food I've ever actually craved recently.

I'd see a doctor if my current one wasn't a pill-pusher (and generally doesn't listen to me) and I knew how to look for a new one. But as it is, I have no clue. NONE. And it'd be nice to have an idea of what this could be. And maybe it ties in with my vitamin issues too. Ergh. This sucks. Like, 60000000000 horsepower vacuum cleaner suckage.